Herris Delicious Corner

  Haha, for those of you who loves food, wants a nice, cozy and chilling place to chill at, this is the place for you guys. If you're a student and decide to do your assignments here and need to use the internet, the WiFi here uses Unifi! Awesome speed, haha! xD

  This restaurant has Malay, Arabian, Thai and Western food. Meatballs here are awesome! Frankly speaking, better than this one place I know that's famous for their meatballs heheh. Anyways, this restaurant is located in Damansara Perdana. Very near to Friendscino(previously known as Friendster Cafe). When Friendscino is on your left, just go ahead straight and follow the road for a few more meters and it's on your right. 

This is where I'm updating this post from.

Yours truly,

Qarper

=D

Happy New Year

  Hey peeps, been a long while huh? Yeah, i know. I've been busy and a whole lot of things going on in my mind. Just wanna wish you all happy new year (I know, a very belated one)! Hope you all had blast during new year's eve. As for me, well. Let's just say it was kinda different and not how I expected it would be this year. I felt surrounded by people yet, alone at the same time. Weird huh? Tell me about it, heheh. 

  Nothing would go as planned if you don't follow through thoroughly. Especially if there are other people involved in your plan as well. You may plan to go to hang with a friend, but then you'd say or feel tired and cancel it and it won't happen. You may plan to keep a free time for a certain someone but won't be able to do anything except feel rejected. 

  So, how was your new year's? Good? Great? Wonderful? Awesome? Whatever and however it was, I wish a mostly wonderful year is in store ahead for you! Will update again pretty soon.

Till then,

Happy New Year!

Qarper

=D

Death

  Hey peeps, it's been a long while now huh? Well, today I feel like talking about something different. Instead of the old usual love and life topic, I kinda wanna talk about death today.

  So,whadya think of when the word death comes into your head? Let me tell you what comes to my mind. I'll think about how much longer I have to live, how I'm going to live my life, would I have a happy life till the day i die or not? There are just too many things that'd be running through my mind for me to list down every single one here. But the most important one is, who would be sad or even notice when i seize to exist. 

  Would anyone even care if I died? Would they even be feeling the tinniest slightest of difference in their lives when I'm gone? Well, this is why I think of these things. Right now, i feel like noone would even notice my death. Or at least, cared if I died. I feel as though even the closest ones with me and the ones I love the most wouldn't feel that much of a difference. I don't think I've ever left any sort of impact on anyone's life before.

  In fact, lately, I've been feeling like there's lack of love from those I'm supposed to feel like I'm getting love from. The difference is just great! I just hope that I'd be able to make the best of it. Even if it means doing everything needed to do to make them happy in the future. No point if they're not happy with you now and just treat you like they're just forced to do so.

  Everyone deserves a good happy life. Remember peeps, don't treat people like how you don't like to be treated. Treat them how you'd like to be treated. I follow this because, karma's a bitch and it'll get back right up to you and bite you in the ass. Just time could tell when.

  That'll be all for now heh. God, give me strength to survive this and not effect the others around me unless they really do love and care for me. Please let me be strong to face this!

Love,

Qarper

=D

  

To You, With Love

We met when we were young,

That's when our friendship, our story sprung.

We grew closer and closer everyday,

You were really fun to talk to, that i would say.

You made the first call, and we talked through the night,

It was then I first told myself to not let you out of my sight.

I started to have a crush on you, though it was just for a short while,

I didn't know that it went way ahead to the future to wait, far from me for miles and miles.

Our journey came to a brief halt at one point,

But it continued on as our roads met again and joined.

From then on we were always side by side on the same path,

No matter who or what, they had be careful of our wrath.

We never did hesitate when it came to our friendship,

Until the day arrived for me to give her more than just a mere tip.

A scar on my hand, a message in her inbox and a text chill,

That is what it took for me to let it all out and just spill.

From the signs I got, I never expected to have to bare with pain,

But alas, at the end of the day I found out that my efforts were in vain.

For long I went on not receiving your love,

But at least we were happy, and I could still hear you laugh.

Until there came a day where it was all too much,

For me to carry on my shoulders and be baffled such.

I never regretted not letting you know about the burden I had,

For besides not knowing how to approach, I couldn't bare to see you sad.

Then I decided, that you didn't really need me,

So I left without notice so that you wouldn't see.

It took all my strength at courage to leave,

For more pain and torture was all I received.

Everything you did, be it good or bad,

You may not know this but I knew everything, this is a fact.

A lot of things you thought you could keep away from my knowledge,

But I still knew it all, and it tortured and surrounded me like i was in a cage.

Even if we were to meet up just for awhile,

The fire would again start burning, and i've to leave again for miles and miles.

Until one day, when you reached me, during you were the one i truly missed,

I just had to see you, even just for a moment, I just couldn't resist.

Who would've known that that would be the last,

And I would never again run because it's all in the past.

I still required you about the things that you've done,

Of course you wouldn't admit, and you thought you could run.

I decided to just keep it in, until the time is right,

I've done it before, I'll do it again, till the last bit of my might.

After four years of waiting, the pain is gone and uplifted from my chest,

Finally we're together, and now you've become my one and only princess.

I really do love you with all my heart,

No matter what happens, only death could take it apart.

You're the only one that makes my heart melt and soft,

This I dedicate to you sincerely from me with much love.

Love,

Qarper

<3

Wondering the Wonders of Pondering

  Hey peeps,been a while huh? Well,this time I'm back with a few questions for you to ponder on. Firstly, let's talk about love. I believe I've asked this question in one of my entry before, 'What is love to you'?

  What does it take for you to fall in love for someone? Is it their smile? Their tone of voice? How they touch you? Their attitude? How they treat you? What? Will there actually be a day where the answer for this question can be found? I wonder... How would you know that you've already found 'the one'? What if he/she is 'the one' for you but it's not actually a mutual feeling? Can we still call that particular someone 'our one' or is it just us being in our own world believing only what we want to just so our hearts won't get torn apart? I mean,there is a saying that goes like this,"It takes two to tango", right? So, what exactly is love? Ponder on this for as long as you can and if you can find an answer for it, I'll respect you till death and you'd definitely be very rich for helping others in this one particular common yet foreign to the mind subject.

  Next, what about faith? There are more than one meaning for this word. First, we'll talk about the meaning of faith that talks about your beliefs in something or someone. Do you really need it in your life? Well, from my point of view, we kinda need it. Otherwise, we won't even have faith in ourselves to do anything. You nee to have faith in order for oneself or another person to have at least the slightest bit of foundation of motivation. Even just by knowing that other people have faith in you helps motivate us do something or get something done. 

  Now,what about when people say, or rather ask, "Would you be faithful to me till the end?" You see, that's a different story. It may have a LITTLE similarities but it's not exactly the same. Being faithful to one's partner is a crucial thing in order to keep peace in the relationship. I mean, what's the point of being in one if you're still gonna go find other guys/girls to have fun with? And by having fun, I mean it in every way there is be it some or all the definition towards it. So, what is being faithful then if this still happens to a lot of lovely couples out there? Maybe, the definition and meaning of faithful is as easy as '1,2,3'. The only thing making it complex is the people who doesn't appreciate their partners and misuse the word faithful by turning it into UNfaithful, don't you think? 

  Then, there's trust. What is that? Why is it so easy to break,crush and destroy trust? Yet, building or rebuilding demolished trust takes time? It's like, a structure of a building. It may have a strong foundation but once hit by the giant ball, it'll get destroyed. And to rebuild it, it would take time. Even years maybe. Why must human feelings be complex? (-_-')

  So,how bout it? Would you even dare to ponder on these things after this? Or would you rather just leave it be until the time comes for you to think about it? I leave it to you, whatever you think that suits you. There already are enough problems in your heads so don't let these set of questions intoxicate your minds further. 

  Have fun peeps, may you enjoy using your minds for whatever it is you guys do... 

=)

Yours truly,

Qarper

=D

  

Slowly

Something's been eating me up on the inside,

I dunno what it is but it's something I'm afraid I can no longer hide.

Started from the deepest depths of my heart,

Now it's eating through my whole body,and the impact is hard.

What if it hurts so much that i can no longer lie?

Does that mean that the time has come for 'me to die'?

What if the time comes when this body can no longer survive?

Would i be strong enough to at least have my soul to continue on with life?

What is this foreign sound that keeps playing in my ears?

It sounds so sad that it could break me down to tears.

Where has the happy,cheerful music from my life gone to?

Is there anything,anything at all left for me to do?

Here I'll say I'll keep on trying,

Eventhough I can feel myself tearing apart and dying.

I'll try my best not to give up and do what I have to do,

So that when my time is up,I would've at least left a small impact on you.

Can't say i won't regret with my choice of actions,

But I've to fight,no matter how much it burns.

I'll try my very best to make sure that you would see,

No matter what's in store for me,no matter what's my destiny.

So wish me luck in my conquest,

And hope that in a state of peace is where I'll finally rest.

Again I'll say that no matter how hard is the test,

I promise you that I'll give my all,I'll try my best.

I'll make sure that I'll be the one in triumph,I say this solemnly,

Even if it means I'll get it done,slowly...

Much love and hope,

Qarper

=)

what is..?

love,what is love?

is it just an ordinary feeling or is it more than that?

no soul would get the exact answer on this,

not even the brightest scientist,that i can bet.

hurt,what is hurt?

does it actually make you feel sad or angry,who could tell?

some would choose either,some would choose both,

love could be as beautiful as heaven,and it could also hurt like hell.

heart,what is heart?

is the function of the heart merely to keep the human body alive?

then how would it hurt if words and actions can’t even reach it?

or maybe it’s the source of life,and when broken,it’ll go down into tiny bits...

making love,what and how is it really?

is really the intercourse that happens between two lovers?

if so,why is it also used in infidelity?

if it’s so passionate,why could it also be the cause of flowing tears?

life,what is life?

for this question,i have no comment...

i’ve no answer,know not how to strive,

but this i know,it’s often associated with torment.

hate,what is hate?

is it something we just say or do we really mean it?

for me,it’s not always true of it,i have now found my soulmate,

and it may be the beginning of the bridge where at the end two hearts would meet.

much love,

qarper

=)