So,whadya think of when the word death comes into your head? Let me tell you what comes to my mind. I'll think about how much longer I have to live, how I'm going to live my life, would I have a happy life till the day i die or not? There are just too many things that'd be running through my mind for me to list down every single one here. But the most important one is, who would be sad or even notice when i seize to exist.
Would anyone even care if I died? Would they even be feeling the tinniest slightest of difference in their lives when I'm gone? Well, this is why I think of these things. Right now, i feel like noone would even notice my death. Or at least, cared if I died. I feel as though even the closest ones with me and the ones I love the most wouldn't feel that much of a difference. I don't think I've ever left any sort of impact on anyone's life before.
In fact, lately, I've been feeling like there's lack of love from those I'm supposed to feel like I'm getting love from. The difference is just great! I just hope that I'd be able to make the best of it. Even if it means doing everything needed to do to make them happy in the future. No point if they're not happy with you now and just treat you like they're just forced to do so.
Everyone deserves a good happy life. Remember peeps, don't treat people like how you don't like to be treated. Treat them how you'd like to be treated. I follow this because, karma's a bitch and it'll get back right up to you and bite you in the ass. Just time could tell when.
That'll be all for now heh. God, give me strength to survive this and not effect the others around me unless they really do love and care for me. Please let me be strong to face this!
Love,
Qarper
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