To You, With Love

We met when we were young,

That's when our friendship, our story sprung.

We grew closer and closer everyday,

You were really fun to talk to, that i would say.

You made the first call, and we talked through the night,

It was then I first told myself to not let you out of my sight.

I started to have a crush on you, though it was just for a short while,

I didn't know that it went way ahead to the future to wait, far from me for miles and miles.

Our journey came to a brief halt at one point,

But it continued on as our roads met again and joined.

From then on we were always side by side on the same path,

No matter who or what, they had be careful of our wrath.

We never did hesitate when it came to our friendship,

Until the day arrived for me to give her more than just a mere tip.

A scar on my hand, a message in her inbox and a text chill,

That is what it took for me to let it all out and just spill.

From the signs I got, I never expected to have to bare with pain,

But alas, at the end of the day I found out that my efforts were in vain.

For long I went on not receiving your love,

But at least we were happy, and I could still hear you laugh.

Until there came a day where it was all too much,

For me to carry on my shoulders and be baffled such.

I never regretted not letting you know about the burden I had,

For besides not knowing how to approach, I couldn't bare to see you sad.

Then I decided, that you didn't really need me,

So I left without notice so that you wouldn't see.

It took all my strength at courage to leave,

For more pain and torture was all I received.

Everything you did, be it good or bad,

You may not know this but I knew everything, this is a fact.

A lot of things you thought you could keep away from my knowledge,

But I still knew it all, and it tortured and surrounded me like i was in a cage.

Even if we were to meet up just for awhile,

The fire would again start burning, and i've to leave again for miles and miles.

Until one day, when you reached me, during you were the one i truly missed,

I just had to see you, even just for a moment, I just couldn't resist.

Who would've known that that would be the last,

And I would never again run because it's all in the past.

I still required you about the things that you've done,

Of course you wouldn't admit, and you thought you could run.

I decided to just keep it in, until the time is right,

I've done it before, I'll do it again, till the last bit of my might.

After four years of waiting, the pain is gone and uplifted from my chest,

Finally we're together, and now you've become my one and only princess.

I really do love you with all my heart,

No matter what happens, only death could take it apart.

You're the only one that makes my heart melt and soft,

This I dedicate to you sincerely from me with much love.

Love,

Qarper

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