Slowly

Something's been eating me up on the inside,

I dunno what it is but it's something I'm afraid I can no longer hide.

Started from the deepest depths of my heart,

Now it's eating through my whole body,and the impact is hard.

What if it hurts so much that i can no longer lie?

Does that mean that the time has come for 'me to die'?

What if the time comes when this body can no longer survive?

Would i be strong enough to at least have my soul to continue on with life?

What is this foreign sound that keeps playing in my ears?

It sounds so sad that it could break me down to tears.

Where has the happy,cheerful music from my life gone to?

Is there anything,anything at all left for me to do?

Here I'll say I'll keep on trying,

Eventhough I can feel myself tearing apart and dying.

I'll try my best not to give up and do what I have to do,

So that when my time is up,I would've at least left a small impact on you.

Can't say i won't regret with my choice of actions,

But I've to fight,no matter how much it burns.

I'll try my very best to make sure that you would see,

No matter what's in store for me,no matter what's my destiny.

So wish me luck in my conquest,

And hope that in a state of peace is where I'll finally rest.

Again I'll say that no matter how hard is the test,

I promise you that I'll give my all,I'll try my best.

I'll make sure that I'll be the one in triumph,I say this solemnly,

Even if it means I'll get it done,slowly...

Much love and hope,

Qarper

=)