Thursday, 10 June 2010

Unsure

  There's this feeling that I've been feeling inside,but very unsure of what it really is. It started off as something from deep within. As days passes by,it kept on reaching to get to the surface. It's like peering through the deepest depths of the sea. Even when something is coming up to the surface,you wouldn't know on whether it's something safe or dangerous for you. Until it's too late.

  What is it? Is it loneliness? Could it be emptiness? Sadness maybe? Or is it just something that I should just brush off? I don't know. I wish I do so that I don't have to face this day in,day out! It's killing me from within,very slowly. Can't quite talk it out cause I don't know who exactly to talk to about this feeling and even if I do,I don't know how to explain this foreign feeling. 

  I've felt this way a couple of times before but I can't really relate it to the previous ones. What is this? Get it outta me! Just hope that by writing something I'd feel at least a little better. Hope this works. Otherwise I'd surely crack by midnight. Just like a werewolf,just waiting for it's turn to take over the body,soul and mind of the 'master'.

Unsure Soul,
Qarper


No comments:

Post a Comment