No Use Anymore

A night in the park,

A ride in the car,

A drive in the neighborhood,

That was the start of the sparks.

Met through a friend,

Chilled with the gang,

Talked,laughed and cuddled,

Like there was no end.

Cried,laugh,loved and danced,

All this was shared by you and me.

Special and unforgettable memories,

When others look,they were drowned by what the call envy.

We had ups and downs,smooth and hard times,

Had the ride going for a couple of years.

Then came a time where you shattered my soul,

And all you gave me was not smiles,but tears.

Broken,crumbled,what a disastrous experience,

Still I tried to forgive and forget.

Sorry was heard a trillion times,

Promises were made but none were kept.

Alas,I've grown somewhat immune,

My heart became hard,no more soft for your tune.

As much as you are sorry for being the reason my heart is sore,

Everything we had,the words you say,the things you've done and this soul that you tore,

Is now of no use anymore.

Title

  This post is just to talk about the title of my blog. I had no idea what to put as the title so I just put it up because it was the title of a song I had wrote in the past. The reason and history of the title is during that time,a lot of my friends,people around me were breaking up,getting divorced and all. Hence the title,The Season Of The Broken.

  It was sad because people with beautiful souls in beautiful relationships was crushed just like that. Some were even together for more than 2 years. Some was because there was a 3rd person involved. Some was misunderstanding,if only they would just sit down,talk and work things out. Argue all they want because eventually it would be settled and things could've just went on smoothly. By arguing of course,you have to know to what extend.

  So,until I get an idea of what to put as the title for my blog I'll be sticking to this one for the time being.

Smile always(somehow ironic and cliche huh?)

Qarper

=)

Fivetastic!

  I'm pretty sure a lot of you have experience in relationships,be it a short one or a long serious one. Let me ask you,how do you feel when you look at you respectful partner's face? Do you feel excited? Do you feel happy? Do you feel loved? Let me tell you how I felt today.

  I met up with her earlier in the day for a very short while,but knowing that I'll see her again later on made me satisfied enough eventhough it was only for a mere hour or so. What was only for 2 hours seemed like an eternity. That was how long I had to wait to see the angel that was sent to me from up above.

  She called me minutes before i reached the destination and had asked me to buy some things for her. I couldn't stop smiling after we ended the call because an angel just called me and she spoke in the most sweetest voice and tone I've heard in a very long time. She literally made my heart melt. My angel,if you're reading this,I'm very sure that you'd at least have a smile on your face. Even if you're trying to not show it too much,and possibly even blushing a bit. x)

  Right after I'd have my car parked,i saw her in front of me,and believe it or not,my heart literally skipped a beat. Wow! She may be wearing the usual attire that she always does when we go out but she somehow had a very bright glow,an aura or some sort. Like a light of hope and full of love and many other indescribable feelings.

  I was so proud and lucky to be seen with this beautiful angel. Once we went up to 'our shop',we sat down and just minded our own business. I was reading a book that was suggested by her sister while they played with a kid of one of the workers there. 

  It was when they were taking pictures with each other(my girl,her sister and the little girl) that I saw it. The love she had for the child,the motherly look in her eyes. The motherly eyes that would hopefully be the same pair of beautifully stunning eyes looking down on my kids. She's definitely the one. The way she handled the 2 year old,the smile in her eyes. I was dumbfounded! I couldn't help but smile,because my heart was smiling as well. 

  Today,we have been been through five fantastic months of ups and downs. Maybe one day I'll tell you the tale of how this Beauty an the Beast story had started. Otherwise,this post would be very,VERY long. And it already is haha! =p

  Maybe I'll end here for now. Seeing her face,be it just smiling or when she gets food(i love you! xD),just melts my heart. 

And here's a little something for my Angel,hope you like it :

First we were friends,

Then we grew closer.

I was then bonded,

To the relationship that we've built together.

Be it smiles,frowns or tears,

I know I'll stick by you through the years.

Indeed it was a long and lonely wait,

It was worth it,especially after hearing some things that you said.

I may not be the best romantic you'll find,

But I promise you I'll be the best lover for as long as you're mine.

You used a bait to lure me in,

I've taken it and I've definitely fell in too deep.

Don't you worry,I have no intention of leaving,

I promise you,my heart is only yours to keep.

Through thick and thin,

Through happiness and sadness,

I hope we'd both stay loyal,happy and in love regardless.

Now I'll end with something,

Something from the deepest depths of my heart.

Our love is like a canvas,for our love to be the only thing painting,

So let us go on and finish this never ending beautiful piece of art.

I love you so much,with all my heart,

I can never see the both of us being apart.

What we have is never changeable,

I'll love you always,my baby,my princess...

My angel

=D

The Opening

  Okay,this would be the first time ever for me to write a blog or yet alone,a diary. I don't even know where to start or what to say. So please bear with me here till i could actually get the hang of things with writing one. 

  Maybe I'll start with a little introduction of myself. I'm a guy,I still live with my parents(yes,sounds sad but hey,I'm still studying and still enjoying life),I've got tons of good friends and most importantly,I've got the best girl any guy could ever ask for in my life. And she's mine. =)

  I've been waiting for her for a very long time and I've finally gotten her heart. Where as before,it was a one way thing. She's cute,funny and clumsy. Maybe a little temper here and there,loves to talk and loves food,which is the part I'm most happy about! All these traits are what makes me love her each and every day of my life and i really hope that it'd last.

  Of course,we might have our differences and what not and argue now and then,but hey. Which couple,be it a married,engaged or a boyfriend-girlfriend relationship couple,doesn't have arguments. That's just the pros and cons of having a relationship and we're both trying our best to work things out. 

  Lately,I've no idea why I've been missing her more and more,and my feelings for her just keep on blooming and growing. I'm not saying that this is a bad thing but,why all of a sudden is what I'd like to know. Is this what they call,'love'?

  Maybe that's something I'm gonna have to learn more on and I'll get some examples from the people I talk to.

Smile always,

Qarper

=D