Just A Short One

No time, need to rush out. A lot of things to get done today heheh. Anyways, a lot's on my mind right now. I feel like things has changed. Things are being kept and done. What's going on? Why is it not like before where everything's shared? Oh well, that's life I guess. College can't be so perfect now can it?

Hope you guys are all well. Been a very long time since I updated my blog and this time it's a very short one. Next time I'll try to make a longer one. Take care peeps!

Sincerely,

Qarper

=)

Randomness

  Hello peeps! It's been a while huh? Sorry, been busy with college and stuff you call life huhuhu. Just a random though(or in this case, post). I've been thinking about a little bit of the future lately.

  What does it hold? What does it have in store for me? Will I be successful? Or at least, have a decent life? I'm pretty sure I have what it takes to survive the world but what IF I can't show my true 'powers'? As in, I don't know how or not confident enough?

  I've got another four years, give and take, for me to finish up my degree and get a job. Then what? How will I know that I'm all ready to take the real challenge of life? Well, a very wise man that I kinda sorta look up to once told me this. "You are too mature for your stage of life. You think like an adult, mature like an adult in most aspects of life, but you have to behave like a learning, studying, college going student."

  What he meant is that I've started thinking about marriage, work and saving up money for a wedding and my future. Where as what I should really concentrate on is my studies first. If I don't have that as a foundation in my life, then how the heck am I supposed to build my own 'house' in my life? Even the strongest and tallest of buildings have small but solid foundation underneath.

  So, as usual. Here's something you could all ponder about. Would those of us who has skills in study knowledge be more likely to survive or those of us who have more people skills and practical skills would?

Have fun pondering,

Sincerely random,

Qarper

x)

The Beginning Of A New Ending

  All my life I've been failing and falling more than I have succeeded and climbed up. Until when? I won't be able to fall and get up all the time. There will be a time where I'll fall and break my legs so it would be much harder for me to get back up again. Or worse, I'll fall and be paralyzed and will never be able to get back up again.

  From every perspective of my life, be it studies, love, home, friends, even life itself, I've got to change and get back on the right track. I should not let anyone or anything stand in my way to reach my goals in life. Maybe, if I can't get something, instead of grieving and being upset about it, I should just change the path slightly and take a detour to get there. I'd still be reaching my destination, just a little differently than how I originally planned.

  Not everything we want, we will get. Not everything we hate, we'd be able to avoid. If that's God's will, than so be it. He gives us that because he has a good plan in stored for us. The ones that He loves are the ones that He'll test. So, be patient, and God's will, you patience will not be in vain. It would instead be repaid with something much better than what you had before.

  So peeps, if you get hit and fall down, please do not fret. It's normal. Like when we were babies, we couldn't walk straight away after we were born. We had to learn through many steps until we knew how to walk properly, then later on run. We crawled, sat down, stood up, learned to take baby steps and get used it before we were ever able to walk. So don't worry, we all need to take baby steps. 

  Whenever you're down peeps, just remember this. You choose how you want to end up living in the future. Plan ahead and do it now, whatever changes that needs to be done. Get back up slowly, baby steps if you have to. Because why? Slowly, but surely you'll get there.

Yours truly,

Qarper.

=)

Herris Delicious Corner

  Haha, for those of you who loves food, wants a nice, cozy and chilling place to chill at, this is the place for you guys. If you're a student and decide to do your assignments here and need to use the internet, the WiFi here uses Unifi! Awesome speed, haha! xD

  This restaurant has Malay, Arabian, Thai and Western food. Meatballs here are awesome! Frankly speaking, better than this one place I know that's famous for their meatballs heheh. Anyways, this restaurant is located in Damansara Perdana. Very near to Friendscino(previously known as Friendster Cafe). When Friendscino is on your left, just go ahead straight and follow the road for a few more meters and it's on your right. 

This is where I'm updating this post from.

Yours truly,

Qarper

=D

Happy New Year

  Hey peeps, been a long while huh? Yeah, i know. I've been busy and a whole lot of things going on in my mind. Just wanna wish you all happy new year (I know, a very belated one)! Hope you all had blast during new year's eve. As for me, well. Let's just say it was kinda different and not how I expected it would be this year. I felt surrounded by people yet, alone at the same time. Weird huh? Tell me about it, heheh. 

  Nothing would go as planned if you don't follow through thoroughly. Especially if there are other people involved in your plan as well. You may plan to go to hang with a friend, but then you'd say or feel tired and cancel it and it won't happen. You may plan to keep a free time for a certain someone but won't be able to do anything except feel rejected. 

  So, how was your new year's? Good? Great? Wonderful? Awesome? Whatever and however it was, I wish a mostly wonderful year is in store ahead for you! Will update again pretty soon.

Till then,

Happy New Year!

Qarper

=D

Death

  Hey peeps, it's been a long while now huh? Well, today I feel like talking about something different. Instead of the old usual love and life topic, I kinda wanna talk about death today.

  So,whadya think of when the word death comes into your head? Let me tell you what comes to my mind. I'll think about how much longer I have to live, how I'm going to live my life, would I have a happy life till the day i die or not? There are just too many things that'd be running through my mind for me to list down every single one here. But the most important one is, who would be sad or even notice when i seize to exist. 

  Would anyone even care if I died? Would they even be feeling the tinniest slightest of difference in their lives when I'm gone? Well, this is why I think of these things. Right now, i feel like noone would even notice my death. Or at least, cared if I died. I feel as though even the closest ones with me and the ones I love the most wouldn't feel that much of a difference. I don't think I've ever left any sort of impact on anyone's life before.

  In fact, lately, I've been feeling like there's lack of love from those I'm supposed to feel like I'm getting love from. The difference is just great! I just hope that I'd be able to make the best of it. Even if it means doing everything needed to do to make them happy in the future. No point if they're not happy with you now and just treat you like they're just forced to do so.

  Everyone deserves a good happy life. Remember peeps, don't treat people like how you don't like to be treated. Treat them how you'd like to be treated. I follow this because, karma's a bitch and it'll get back right up to you and bite you in the ass. Just time could tell when.

  That'll be all for now heh. God, give me strength to survive this and not effect the others around me unless they really do love and care for me. Please let me be strong to face this!

Love,

Qarper

=D

  

To You, With Love

We met when we were young,

That's when our friendship, our story sprung.

We grew closer and closer everyday,

You were really fun to talk to, that i would say.

You made the first call, and we talked through the night,

It was then I first told myself to not let you out of my sight.

I started to have a crush on you, though it was just for a short while,

I didn't know that it went way ahead to the future to wait, far from me for miles and miles.

Our journey came to a brief halt at one point,

But it continued on as our roads met again and joined.

From then on we were always side by side on the same path,

No matter who or what, they had be careful of our wrath.

We never did hesitate when it came to our friendship,

Until the day arrived for me to give her more than just a mere tip.

A scar on my hand, a message in her inbox and a text chill,

That is what it took for me to let it all out and just spill.

From the signs I got, I never expected to have to bare with pain,

But alas, at the end of the day I found out that my efforts were in vain.

For long I went on not receiving your love,

But at least we were happy, and I could still hear you laugh.

Until there came a day where it was all too much,

For me to carry on my shoulders and be baffled such.

I never regretted not letting you know about the burden I had,

For besides not knowing how to approach, I couldn't bare to see you sad.

Then I decided, that you didn't really need me,

So I left without notice so that you wouldn't see.

It took all my strength at courage to leave,

For more pain and torture was all I received.

Everything you did, be it good or bad,

You may not know this but I knew everything, this is a fact.

A lot of things you thought you could keep away from my knowledge,

But I still knew it all, and it tortured and surrounded me like i was in a cage.

Even if we were to meet up just for awhile,

The fire would again start burning, and i've to leave again for miles and miles.

Until one day, when you reached me, during you were the one i truly missed,

I just had to see you, even just for a moment, I just couldn't resist.

Who would've known that that would be the last,

And I would never again run because it's all in the past.

I still required you about the things that you've done,

Of course you wouldn't admit, and you thought you could run.

I decided to just keep it in, until the time is right,

I've done it before, I'll do it again, till the last bit of my might.

After four years of waiting, the pain is gone and uplifted from my chest,

Finally we're together, and now you've become my one and only princess.

I really do love you with all my heart,

No matter what happens, only death could take it apart.

You're the only one that makes my heart melt and soft,

This I dedicate to you sincerely from me with much love.

Love,

Qarper

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